Email to Sam.
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xp_logsHey there, Sam. This feels kinda weird even writing it, but hey. Look, I saw your entry, and I feel, you know. Guilty. Ish. And if you tell anyone, I'll kill you, okay?
I didn't mean to upset you, or anything, and I probably even should said what I said, it just threw me, thinking of you in that way again cause I haven't really for a while, but seeing as I am a teenage male, with hormones and everything, it's probably not suprising it got me a little. Well. No need for details.
Cause by this stage if nothing else you're probably about to hit the Good Book and tell me I'm a filthy pervert who's against God.
I just like to think of myself as an equal-opportunity fucker.
-J.
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Date: 2003-07-04 11:31 am (UTC)Don't worry about it...I'm not really angry, I was just kinda annoyed and got a little carried away with the whole caps lock thing. ;) And I won't tell anybody either, so no worries there.
Now...um. You say "again" and that you "haven't for a while", which means that you must've um. Thought it previously. Which I never knew about. And I'm sorry, I guess, for getting you...whatever. But I didn't know, and yeah. I'm really not going to "hit the Good Book" because. Well. That'd really be the pot calling the kettle black...if you know what I mean. I just had to figure out for myself that God loves everyone equally and makes us the way we are for a reason. You may be against God, but it's not because you're...y'know. And I would know.
~Sam
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Date: 2003-07-04 04:44 pm (UTC)Dude. Dude. Duuuuuude. Calling the kettle black? Man. I never picked you for well, one of us, but then, my queerdar's not been working like, ever. I think it needs adjustment. Or I need a fuck. Speaking of which (I'm all about the segues), yeah, I have thought about you in that way. I mean, just between you and me, you were my number one male jack-off fantasy three months running. (Which is more complimentary when you realise I had...well, have a crush on someone else. But you know, if I wanted to get off, plain and simple, I thought about you. Must be all those farmboy muscles.)
As for God, well, I don't really get into that stuff nowadays. Leave the complicated thoughts for people who give a crap, y'know? And one last thing: obviously I have no idea what's been going on in the Mansion since I left, but even looking at the journals...are you and Miss B going out? Man, I'd kill to be the fly on the wall there. Or the meat in that sandwich.
It's fun being able to say all this stuff without you getting the chance to kill me. ;)
-J
...*gapes*
Date: 2003-07-04 05:07 pm (UTC)Um. I...er. Well then. I don't exactly know what to say, which I reckon you were expecting. I guess I'm...uh...flattered? In a really awkward way-too-much-information sort of way. It's a good thing you're not actually here, because I am blushing so horribly you couldn't believe, and I wouldn't be able to say anything, let alone punch you, without falling over. :$
As for God...well, hopefully you'll realize someday.
Yes, Ali and I are going out. And, um. I think I'll just leave the rest of that.
I wouldn't kill you. I'm too shocked.
~Sam
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Date: 2003-07-04 05:12 pm (UTC)-J.
Re: Email to Sam
Date: 2003-07-04 05:20 pm (UTC)You mean I'm not cute when I don't blush?
;)
~Sam
Re: Email to Sam
Date: 2003-07-04 05:22 pm (UTC)-J.
Re: Email to Sam
Date: 2003-07-04 05:29 pm (UTC)And hey, I'm around a lot, if you ever want to talk. My Y!M is cannonballguthrie.
~Sam