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She stayed out under the cool moon for almost three hours. The almost soothing feel of the wind on her face and the sound of the rustling leaves fading away wasn't enough, leaving her only with an odd, hollow feeling. Solace has been getting harder and harder to find, of late.

She almost wishes the Muse hadn't decide to show tonight. But She did, and won't be denied.

So she writes, the words appearing on the paper in a feverish, almost frantic scrawl. Tears run down, occasionally plopping down to blur the edges of the ink. Black and blue, ripping across white.

When she is done, she reads them over slowly, methodically. Taking a deep breath, she wipes at her eyes roughly with her hand and nods, a bitter smile briefly gracing her features then fading quickly away. With an almost feral look she slams the pen down, and scrambles for the bed, yanking out the keyboard stored underneath. The earphones soon follow, and within moments, a music sheet is added to the pile of scribbled lyrics.

She sings the words under her breath, letting the music speak for her.


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She Dances Alone By Axelle Red Nothing happens here Not even time But wounds fade Slowly She waits at day She dreams at night Relives her love With him He never would have thought He was her last hope She dances alone She whispers to her shadow She dances alone She hears herself answer And she falls asleep Against the cold hard ground She dances alone She knows he'll come back Bring her back to life She is ready at any moment To follow him But always looking At the end of the road Her eyes are tired Mired in doubt Who would have thought He was her last hope She dances alone She whispers to her shadow She dances alone She hears herself answer And she falls asleep Against the cold hard ground She dances alone

Elle danse seule Axelle Red Ici rien ne se passe Pas même le temps Les blessures s'effacent Lentement Elle attend le jour Elle en rêve la nuit Elle revit son amour Avec lui Il n'aurait jamais pu croire Qu'il était son dernier espoir Elle danse seule Elle parle avec son ombre Elle danse seule Elle entend sa voix répondre Et elle s'endort comme ça Contre le sol trop froid Elle danse seule Elle dit qu'il reviendra Qu'il la fera revivre Qu'elle est prête déjà Pour le suivre Mais à trop regarder Le bout de cette route Ces yeux sont fatigués Par le doute Comment aurait-il pu croire Qu'il était son dernier espoir Elle danse seule Elle se sourit dans la glace Elle danse seule Avec ses bras qui l'enlacent Et elle s'endort comme ça Contre le sol trop froid Elle danse seule

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The song is by Axelle Red - download here if you want.